Monday, July 16, 2012

Some Things Endure - #FridayFlash story...


He had made it onto the Max train to go home again, carefully bringing his prize as he got on. He even got to have a seat, given up to him by a nice young woman on her way home from the Montessori school down by the river. They had talked on the train once before and she smiled now as she beckoned him to sit, even though she herself bore a large, heavy framed picture in her arms. He smiled back and thanked her in french, noting a few stares from the other passengers. 

Some were irritated at the extra space a large stained glass lamp and shade would take on the packed train. Others were amused that his combined load seemed half as large as he himself. Few grown adults existed now with a stature of only four-foot three since mandatory prenatal screening for "unfortunate abnormalities" started those many years ago. And then there was his age. Even with all the med-tech advances he would be considered very old, and not having had the common cosmetic treatments, he looked every bit of his age.

He couldn't blame them of course, people watching was an habitual pastime of his too, not being otherwise engaged by some sort of net gear as were most of them. He knew he was very fortunate, able to still be doing his work making and selling calligraphy and paintings down in his booth at Saturday Market. He was fortunate also to be allowed to maintain his own apartment while so many old people were warehoused, kept sedated and plugged into the net, out of sight and out of everyone else's minds. "Revered Artisan" status got him the apartment, basic necessities, and occasionally a free americano at Irah's Coffee Lounge, where the folk singers still played on Friday nights.

Mid winter in Portland might often seem bleak, damp, and relentlessly gray, but at least it was not so deadly freezing cold as it had been back in his home land. He wasn't even sure what they called that place now, so many changes of borders and titles had come and gone in the last handful of decades. This evening there was as usual a steady drizzle and the temperature was about thirty-four degrees. He could live with that. He could live, he had learned, with most things.

He watched as the train stops came and went. First was the old Goose Hollow platform, just down from the Suicide Bridge. He had almost been hit by a falling politician there once many years ago during the Corporate Rule turmoils. He cringed and sighed inwardly, recalling the unfortunate mess and the bad dreams he had for years, as though it had somehow been his fault, old as he was even then.

A couple of miles west was the Washington Park - Oregon Zoo station. He liked the educational pictographs of animals, some strange and mythical, some still to be found at the zoo. There was rarely anyone getting on or off there this time of evening.
Rolling out of there as the drizzle turned to snowflakes the size of  quarters it was all he could do not to smirk, thinking of his prize and sitting there comfortably instead of being forced to stand and sway, hoping for a spot at a grab rail. 

He wanted to dance with glee but there was definitely no room to be doing a Gene Kelley on the Blue Line. He thought that might have been a fitting reaction to the coup he counted in the deal he had made at the lamp store.  Two thousand new dollars for a vintage Tiffany Dragonfly Limited was very nearly criminal he knew.  But still, one didn't make those kind of dancing, cavorting displays on a mid winter's evening commuter train, not even in Portland. Especially one didn't if one had managed to attain the ripe old age of one hundred and twenty-nine.

Another nice young woman pushed the open doors button a couple of extra times for him as he unloaded himself and his cargo, though there were grumblings from within the train.  He retrieved his hemp net from a pocket of his oiled Gabriel Hounds parka and carefully placed the heavy lamp within it, hung it over his back and began his walk across the  parking lot to the apartment he had shared with Ava for ninety-five years. Of course the last thirty she had been a ghost.

He knew she would love the lamp, so like the one she had used to light her famous scrapbooks all those years ago.
Ava greeted him as always just inside his door, tilting her head that way she did, smiling silently. He took the lamp in and gently set it up on the stand between their two chairs, fitted the dragonfly shade, plugged it in, and turned it on.  He looked at Ava, did a quick little hop-step, bowed, and gestured at the lamp like a game show spokes-model. She giggled and clapped her hands soundlessly like a little girl.

As he sat down he pulled the old leather portfolio from beside his chair and opened it up, not to his own work, but to a half-dozen signed Disney animation cells, collected over a lifetime, and drew them out. Mickey, Donald, Minnie, Pluto. Goofy was, well, just too goofy.

"Remember when we got this one, Honey? It was while we were at the symposium in '99. That was a fine trip". In her chair on the other side of the lamp she smiled at him, transparent in the light,  and nodded, her scrapbook turned to that very page in her lap. It was good to be home.

Suzanne Vega - BOUND

Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Happy Birthday @SuzyV


Suzanne Vega's Birthday is today I hear.

 I have been a fan of her music for a long time. She has a great New York-Paris-folk music-with-a-jazz-twist kind of sound I find irresistible. 

And of course since it's her birthday I find it only fitting, if a bit cliche', that I link this video of hers: Birthday


And since I think we should get a  present on her birthday lets add this: Caramel


OK, just one more...with a twist - this is Blood Makes Noise , set to images by Red Riding, of Deviant Art: http://red-riding.deviantart.com/

Happy Birthday, Miss Vega!

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Max train, mid winter, six pm

 
Tiny and bent old man, riding the Max train home
Yankees ball cap, frayed at the brim
Dark honey-toned skin,
deeply lined
A new lamp, sans shade, in his lap




Monday, July 2, 2012

Monday - Haiku, Do you?



In the House of  Doors
we wait, the train passes by
Old shadows, what was is

#Haiku, #Senryu, #Haiga

Friday, June 29, 2012

80 years of Kit Cat clocks


Remember the Kit Cat clock?
Those searching eyes
The hypnotic tail that never stops
Spawned by the Allied Clock Company,
in Portland, Oregon, Nineteen Thirty Two 

I  don't remember where or when I first saw these, but I do remember there being one in a barbershop where I got my hair cut as a small boy. 

If we're playing "Kitch, Krap, or Klassic"  I'd come down as Klassic Kitch. 

This year marks the eightieth anniversary of the timepieces. 

Still Manufactured in America on the western end of Route 66, by the California Clock Company, they remain as much a reminder of a cheery outlook as always.

You can still order one in a number of fetching colors, as well as parts, shirts, greeting cards, beach towels, etc. or read more about the history and culture of Kit Cat Clocks at the official company web site here.


Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Divinest Sense

So, I was reading some Emily Dickinson today - Hey, stop laughing, I can read Emily if I wanna...

Anyhow, I came across the following, which I like immensely. For one thing it resonates for me just as it stands, and for another I find it somewhat comforting to know that Emily entertained such thoughts. 

The book I was reading from has it listed as "XL" in the series on life. I have no idea what, if any, other titles it has:

Much madness is divinest sense
To a discerning eye;
Much sense the starkest madness.
'T is the majority
in this, as all, prevails.
Assent, and you are sane;
Demur, - and you're straightway dangerous,
And handled with a chain. - Emily Dickinson



Monday, June 11, 2012

Down at Irah's, Down at Goose Hollow




"She loved me for the dangers I had pass'd, and I loved her that she did pity them.” He read back what he had typed - “Wait,  Billy already wrote that, didn't he ..." *

And then "Over the mountains of the Moon, down the valley of the shadow - ride, boldly ride, the shade replied, if you seek for Eldorado. “ Back-spaces rapid-fire through the entire first line - “No, no - Eddy wrote that one” he thought. **

Since they had made conversant past time visitation possible he had talked to so many of the old writers, poets, thinkers, and fools of his kind that the line between his thoughts, his writings, rantings, and revelations, sometimes blurred with those of the past others. Still, he did enjoy the visits greatly more often than not.

Einstein was a hoot, especially after a few shots of schnapps, always a sideways twist to make you look at something again with that one.

Machiavelli, not surprisingly, Ben thought was an ass.

They said it was possibly a side effect of the Sb-5 he had been dosed with at the indian clinic that made him susceptible to the visions. His participation in the trials of the new formula paid for his therapy and a few others. It was part of a government Earned Funding deal the clinic was forced into back in '25.

From his regular overstuffed chair at Irah's coffee house just across from the Goose Hollow rail he watched the college kids in their current fashion gear, ear buds in, eyes trained on mobile screens. Bright shiny young things, some of them destined to change the world yet again “in myriad ways, both subtle and gross.” Ben thought.  

Since he had fallen below the income requirement to own a car he spent more time at places like Irah's waiting for trains, or nursing endless cups of the house blend and cruising social media on the house wi-fi with his beat up old Maruishi locked into one of the hanging racks outside.

He would sit and watch all the people, all the things, just watch, and listen. The layers and threads of connections, the nodes in the data between the thousand-thousand things, would start coming to him latter.  Sometimes they came in his dreams, flying through the tangled dream-time oak branches on silent owl wings.  Sometimes he saw them in the abstract patterns that he had first learned from the Sb-5 years before.

Drinking his first Double-Dark Chocolate Ethiopian Drip, almond milk, no foam, triple raw sugar of the day he gazed out the window and across Jefferson Avenue at the roundabout.  In its center was an old, old, Mound Stellar built up of rough boulders to about two meters high.  On the top of the mound, flat tops of the odd boulders angled up to the southwest sky, individual stones stood in a rough circle, perhaps five or six yards across.  

No one ever seemed pay much attention to it or go up on top of it though there was nothing preventing it. Nothing of course except the odd "You're not supposed to be here" feeling that most people who might have done got when they reached a certain proximity.  Most of those people forgot both the feeling and the mound as soon as they walked away from it.

Ben did not forget, because along with that feeling he also got something else. It was like a silent disclaimer, an "unless" clause to the warning vibration. There was something that appealed to his non-conformist nature there,  something that appealed to the old ones.

Sipping his coffee there he watched as the light on the mound slanted towards that "photographers best" side light. He could have sworn he saw a shimmering there. There was something different, something else there on top besides the expected few small trees and shrubs, besides the sparse tufts of grass growing from between the rocks, besides anything that he recalled a name for.

It could have just been that he was tired. Beyond tired.

This fatigue existed in him in spite of all the advances in technology, or the progress towards a “more orderly and sustainable society". His Dr claimed it was largely neurological, a genetic fault of his, a misfiring of synapses aggravating wildly unbalanced dispersal and uptake of serotonin and dopamine in his brain.

He had hoped to speak with someone more astute, one of the philosophers or mental health people of not too distant history maybe, but then the technology had abruptly broken down, catastrophically, according to all the government and industry spokespersons. 

Ben felt himself no longer capable of discerning truth from fiction, propaganda (a banned word) from information. He did know that when conversant past time visitation had come into being there was a general  lack of consensus regarding exactly how that actually worked.***

It was almost time for him to board the Blue Line to Hillsboro. He had the barista top off his go cup, picked up his Gabriel Hounds daypack and headed out the door. He went the longer way towards the stone mound. 

Even though he had felt the "Go Away" buzz before, it still came as something of a minor shock to his system and he stumbled just a bit, one of those odd little two-step glitches, but retained his vertical attitude. The closer he got to the edge of the mound the more the buzz manifested itself as a multiple electro-magnetic waveform, capable of simultaneously overpowering in both the utra and sub-sonic ranges. His skin tingled, the hairs on the back of his neck stood at full "Danger, Will Robinson!" attention. At the same time he felt a massive presence, a tangible weight upon his shoulders, as well as a rumbling deep in his bones that told him something big was right in front of him, something huge, something that appeared to be moving towards in slow motion, even as it moved at speeds beyond any attempt to describe or define. It was coming. It was here. Just like that.

He paused and in his peripheral vision he could just see the Methodist church across the street, shimmering wildly, as though seen through heat waves on a Mojave Desert summer day.

He stepped forward again. He heard the customary tinnitus ring in his head take on a new, more energetic vibrato, and again he paused.  He almost expected to be struck dead or at least deaf and blind as he stepped forward again, that one last step, to place his shaking hand on the stone.  Everything stopped.  Every.  Thing.

No sound, no movement of traffic or pedestrians, or anything at all, stirred up close to the roundabout. There was not even the ringing in his ears, utter silence and total stillness was all around him.

He remembered to breath. He climbed up on top of the mound. He looked around.  Loosely spaced around the top of Tsik'to'li Unelanvhi, the eye of God, were rough upright stones, a meter or two tall each.  Ben stepped forward again. He laid his hand on the petite monolith.

If anyone else had gotten close enough to see through the glamour of the mound over the next few years, they might have noticed there on top a weathered daypack, much faded by sun, wind, and rain.  It had been there for all time, a remnant left by an Old One - by Agigalie liga Kway nee, by I-Am-Grateful Ben.


** Eldorado, Edgar Allen Poe - http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/eldorado/
*** It had occurred, it seemed, as an accidental result of a collaboration of indie geeks and volunteers from the Applied Physics Department of the Unseen University trying to find a practical use for the Holographic Theory.





* Othello, Act 1, Scene 3 - http://shakespeare-navigators.com/othello/T13.html

** Eldorado, Edgar Allen Poe - http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/eldorado/

*** It had occurred, it seemed, as an accidental result of a collaboration of indie geeks and volunteers from the Applied Physics Department of the Unseen University trying to find a practical use for the Holographic Theory.